Fate's Journal

Well this always seems to happen.

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?  Definitely when I’m telling them how I feel.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way? Gosh I can barely remember honestly.

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them? My Mom and Dad. I tell them how much I love them and how much they mean to me.

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid? Yes, I would tell people. They deserve to know. I would do all the things I’d want to do before I die, like a bucket list. I’d be very afraid.

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust. Love. I really need it. I need to feel loved or I get very sad.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not? Yes, I could not see that dog drown. I just wouldn’t be able to live with myself.

7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most? The one I trust the most. Its already happened.

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say? Well I mean my best friend is a male so that would be awkward.

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not? No one close to me has died so this doesn’t really affect me.

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend? Very much so.

11. Does love sex? Not at all.

12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or WhyNo, I have my family to look after and take care of.

13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person? It was probably Sammy a few weeks ago when I had to tell him about my Dad.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back? I’ve never had to tell someone I don’t love them back, and its hard to tell someone you love them.

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose? My family, because its very important to me. Keeps me stable.

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you? Don’t know.

17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why? I would study more for the APUSH final.

18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you? My Dad.

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not? Yes. Its not like its hurting me or anything.

21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision? I’d save the baby, cause my Grandmother’s a bitch.

22. Are you old fashioned? Romantically I think so.

23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it? I think I do this day-to-day.

24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why? True love with a broken heart. At least you have the memories. I’d hate to be forever alone.

25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be? Wish for everything in my family to go back to normal and people to be happy again.